thinking china

Most days I am good about waiting for our daughter. I think that this time around I am clearheaded and not ocd about the wait. Today my thoughts were in China. Just thinking about her and wondering what she did today and is going to do tomorrow. Did someone hug her today? Did someone make her smile? Did someone's heart skip a beat when they heard her talking? Did someone tell her that they love her today?

I can't wait to travel to China. I can't wait to do it all over again with just me and her. I can't wait to just have two weeks just her and me. Just playing and being a mother and daughter together. I can't wait to look at her face and see her see my face for the first time. I can't wait to hear her speak Chinese to me <3

OK I promise tomorrow I'll be patient and I'll bring myself back to the two kids that I have here now!

I love you SiYu.